So TIRED - 6/26/26

Hello, its been a while, nearly an entire year to be exact... since my last entry.

I havent felt like coding in a long time, since ive been busy studying / working on college junk. recetly ive been fixated on roblox games, collecting figures, etc. also got into project hail mary recently.. I got a Vgen account, I have friends I consistently hang out with now, I got invited to a minecraft SMP, I won an award for my artwork... etc.

I also cannot get a job for the life of me. and have been stuck doing a pottery class. Anyone who says pottery is relaxing is lying straight to your face. It requires so much more physical strength than I anticipated. it left me feeling so drained and exhausted...

I thought my migranes / chronic pain had gone down because I had started metoprolol but it turns out it was only reducing because of the lack of stress.

good news though, ive officially graduated community college, and now I have an associates. Soon ill have a bachelors in animation. Im unsure if im excited or not, especially since animation is a dying industry, and competitive. but I guess I knew what I was getting into the moment I started so who cares.

as happy as I am with all of my progress, I genuinely just want to sleep for ten years..... please.